What more could a girl want than to be complimented on how great she looks by her friends, to have hoards of good looking guy friends to flirt with and to know that her loved ones are there for her?
I danced with the ex-president of Alpha Kappa Psi on Friday night, flirted with my cute Kazakh friend, had a bunch of tall strapping guys over at my place for a movie tonight, had a hot Vietnamese guy buy me drinks, send me home and lend me his jacket, had my hot Canadian friend call me twice in a day last week, was hugged multiple times by Harold and somehow, I feel so dissatisfied with where I am right now.
Think of me as ungrateful. Am I really ungrateful? I know girls would envy to be me but why do I feel this way? How ironic it is to be surrounded by everything that people would usually want but not feel an ounce of satisfaction in it. Why? Because I can't have what I want. The only thing that would make a difference to how I feel, is unavailable. And that sucks.
6 comments:
Thats so true manda. What plp want or envy, to us, it isnt that important but what we want was just 1 guy. That really sucks like hell. Haha! Laugh Out LOUD!!!
Eh, join the club, but somehow I guess the only way to get rid of the feeling is to count your blessings. :)
yeah yeah... 1 of ur blessing is me to annoy u.. hahaha.. when ur back... :P
Lol, I would have to agree with you for now, but that might change when I get back so don't get used to it.
wahahahaha... when u get back it will b the other way round.. so pls pls don't take revenge.. hahahaha...
We will see... ;)
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