Senorita Senior

After that incident of not putting my priorities right, I've repented and scrambled to finish my homework and I'm proud to say that I've finished all but one and that one is due Thursday which gives me a little breathing space in between the days. Registration for classes for the coming Spring semester already started and some of my classes are messed up because the times clash. Being a senior sucks because that leaves me with very little options left as to which other class to take. I hope things work out eventually.

My friend recently celebrated her birthday and I'm glad she has a good one. That leaves me with thoughts of mine that is coming up in about 3 weeks time. I'll officially be a year older and somehow, the past year has brought on many changes in my life and in my self. Both good and the questionable but then again, there are so many things that I wish would happen that I'm still waiting for. I am not growing any younger by the day and soon, before I realize it, one day I wake up and I'm celebrating my 29th birthday; still wondering where I am in life.

I guess growing up scares me. I feel intimidated by the fact that I'll have to go out into real life soon and I won't know how to live. I remember as a child always anticipating my next birthday, so that I'll be able to tell everyone that I'm a whole year older. Funny how your perspectives change when you get older.