Selfish

I should've known better than to put my hopes in you, to want to rely on you and yet somehow, you always seem to disappoint me. Nothing but disappointment time and time again.

I wonder, how do you feel about youself? Letting me down like that? Where is your heart?

You don't even care! You don't even care if I crash into a ditch somewhere and die and no one ever finds me. You don't even care if some random guy tries to hit on me. You don't even care as a friend.

And I wonder why it took me so long to realize this. Why did I even bother to put up with you and your excuses. When all this while the only thing you care about is yourself.

I hate you.