Regret

There are days
When wanting to see you
Hurts more than I ever imagined

When all I want
Is to just hang out with you
And laugh like we used to

I can’t help but feel
That this is my fault
How things are no longer the same

It’s stupid, I’m stupid
How I tried to push you away
To make my selfish self feel better

You deserve better
Maybe I should just stay away
I hate to hurt you

There isn’t a day that goes by
That I don’t think of you
But I think I’ll be alright